Check and Balance and The Haunt of Series Dreams

This is not the first time it happens.

At any point when my weight reaches 94kg, god always ‘grant’ me with a diet regime – fever, flew and the family.

As usual, I will be suffering day and night, not being able to eat for a few days, and normally the symptom will be prolonged for a few days even after fever.

Of course, the fast result is weight loss – the painful way.

In a way, I thank HIM for loving me, being 94kg is not healthy, you see. HE showed HIS love by helping me to get back to shape.

I also thank HIM for being generous. Despite going through the pain alone, HE provided me such a very supportive wife to accompany me during the tough times. In previous cases, it was always my mom.

Since day before yesterday, i was haunted with a series of dreams in my sleep. Interestingly it continues from one to another, and they all was about one same issue – Perpecahan Melayu.

I have no idea why, but the issue kept playing in my dreams, until I can even feel that I was tired with that issue while sleeping.

There were three issues:

a. Who are the Malays?

b. Malays loves to seek for differences rather than similarity in developing its own race.

c. Despite with clear pathway towards success, self-interest always comes first, making all Malays kept looking for the ‘right’ pathway and once they find it, no one would want to recognize it just because they will not gain name and fame and the cycle of searching will then starts again, and kept repeating.

I take it as a lesson, direct fron the Creator.

Thank you, Allah.

TG

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